The way he makes me laugh. Humor is a number one thing to win my heart. If I’m not laughing I’m not in a good mood. When a guy can make fun of himself and go out of his way to make me laugh. That’s the best.
I’m really trying to figure that part out. And I have yet to find the answer. I honestly think I’m just making this into a bigger problem by dwelling on it.. I really have no one to blame but myself with why I feel the way I do. I practically dug myself this hole, jumped in and began to dig deeper. But I hit a dead end. And now I think I dug TOO deep.. All I’m trying to do is find a way out.
An escape route from all these emotions..any type of fucking exit, I’ll take. At this point I’m just “face palming” myself. Kinda just banging my head against the wall lol. Wondering to myself, “how did I even get here?”. Hmmm.. I’m sure I’ll we’ll get over this is soon enough. I always do, in time of course… But as of right now, my emotions are all screwed.
I want to thank you for making me a stronger person than I used to be. Thank you for making me realize how important it is to be patient. Because when being patient you are given a lot. After waiting for what you want, and being in no rush, at all, you are given what you want. Thank you for showing me how it is to love someone like you, that is so patient with me. Big things are in store, and Im not less than ready and excited for basically, a new biginning!!
Getting skinny ain’t my goal. Staying healthy is. I will never be a size 0 or 1 and I am truly happy with that, I’m making smarter decisions for my own future & health. I’m comfortable in my own skin and no one will ever break down my confidence, best believe.
COMMON: Man, I know I’m in love when I think about her a lot and I’m finding ways to get to that person. Even though I gotta work, even though I gotta take care of other responsibilities, I’m like yo, when am I gonna fly out and see that person? I look forward to seeing them.
— KENDRICK LAMAR: How do you know you’re in love? When your heart feels it instead of your mind and your penis don’t. You know, it’s deeper than that… That’s when you know.
— PETE ROCK: Oh man you feel it right here, *touches heart*, right there, it’s like cupid’s shooting you in the heart, that shit’s just BOOW! Lots of people say they don’t believe in love at first sight, but I do, it’s happened to me.
— A$AP ROCKY: You know you in love cuz you don’t want nobody else but that person. You know, that’s how you know for sure. Like you could see a million other bad bitches, but you know, but it don’t even matter, you stuck.
— BIG BOI: Your heart flutters a little bit, you like to kiss on the mouth a lot, your neck get hot when you kiss on the mouth, that type of stuff. Stuff like that, yea.
— QUESTLOVE: I THINK WHEN THAT PERSON CONSUMES YOU.
"Sometimes, if you`re lucky, someone comes into your life who`ll take up a place in your heart that no one else can fill, someone who`s tighter than a twin, more with you than your own shadow, who gets deeper under your skin than your own blood and bones."- Snoop
That’s what I got.. Even though valentines day is just another Tuesday to me, as long as I’m in his company, I’ll be happy :)