February 2012
The way he makes me laugh. Humor is a number one thing to win my heart. If I’m not laughing I’m not in a good mood. When a guy can make fun of himself and go out of his way to make me laugh. That’s the best.
Wade In Your Water - Common Kings
I’m really trying to figure that part out. And I have yet to find the answer. I honestly think I’m just making this into a bigger problem by dwelling on it.. I really have no one to blame but myself with why I feel the way I do. I practically dug myself this hole, jumped in and began to dig deeper. But I hit a dead end. And now I think I dug TOO deep.. All I’m trying to do is find a way out.
An escape route from all these emotions..any type of fucking exit, I’ll take. At this point I’m just “face palming” myself. Kinda just banging my head against the wall lol. Wondering to myself, “how did I even get here?”. Hmmm.. I’m sure I’ll we’ll get over this is soon enough. I always do, in time of course… But as of right now, my emotions are all screwed.
I want to thank you for making me a stronger person than I used to be. Thank you for making me realize how important it is to be patient. Because when being patient you are given a lot. After waiting for what you want, and being in no rush, at all, you are given what you want. Thank you for showing me how it is to love someone like you, that is so patient with me. Big things are in store, and Im not less than ready and excited for basically, a new biginning!!