There are moments where I’m so selfish and self-absorbed that I forget about the people that truly care: my parents. Most specifically the women in my family like my mom & grandma.. They have meant well as far as them wanting me to have a better, brighter future. After countless talks, it’s finally settling in. I may think I know everything, but I have much to learn. I have to push myself to change in order to grow. I am not perfect. Nobody is perfect. I know I will inevitably make mistakes along the way of finding and gaining my own full independence, but I must be cautious enough not to repeat them.
Loving you is really all that’s on my mind. And I can’t help but to think about it day and night. I wanna make that body rock, sit back and watch. Tonight I’m gonna put my body on your body… Boy I like it when you watch me, ah. Tonight it’s going down. I’ll be rockin’ on my babe rockin’, rockin’ on my babe. Swirlin’ my babe Twirlin’, swirlin’ on my babe
You’re just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you’ll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened.
Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.
“A hug can turn your day around, it’s like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts their arms around you, and they give you a squeeze and all your fear and anxiety comes shooting out of your mouth, and you can breathe again.”—Pushing Daisies (via kari-shma)