When I fell off beat, you didn’t turn and run, no. You see me at my lowest moments. You gave me sight when I had broken focus with a smile that opens up like a rose does. Even when it all seemed so hopeless and here you are, right in front of me, offering it all like ‘tell me what you want from me’. I want to thank you today and forever.
Much of what you face in life is all a matter of perspective, so if you face a challenge & you decide you will simply do your best to deal with it, it eventually loses its influence & you’ll gain control.
I love it when people are affectionate with me. I like when they always invite me places, or text me, or call me, I wouldn’t even mind if they blew up my fb wall with hearts and what not. I would rather have that person than someone who makes me text them first all the time and replies back like 10 hours later.
No pussy salad shit. Like hardcore fucking ribs with extra barbecue sauce. I need a girl that can just snack off my plate and beast it; one that can call me up anytime and say “I’m hungry as fuck. Let’s go get some In-N-Out.” I need a girl with an appetite. And when I get a scoop of icecream, she better be getting two scoops.
I’m not into girls. But A-FREAKIN-MEN!!! Those girls that barely eat are annoying, sorry bout it.
Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
“You meet someone and you just click. You have the same ideas about life. You don’t even have to finish your sentences because the other person already knows what you mean, that’s when you know someone is special.”—
Sometimes, I wish time would just stop for a little while so I could catch my breath. Or slow down for me at least so I could be on the same page as it. Everything has been happening so fast lately that I never have a chance to sit back, relax and chill. I never get to live in the moment anymore because I’m always rushing to get something done. I don’t know. My days seem so fucking long, yet it feels like I’m not given enough time.