Sorry you couldn't watch da pacman fight. You could have come to my place and we could have watced it together.
uhmm thanks? Haha I was kinda bummed that I couldn’t watch it, but then again when I heard it wasn’t that great I was okay about it. I just wished I could have heard the “BANG BANG BANG” by the announcer! LOL
“I have no regrets in my life. I think that everything happens to you for a reason. The hard times that you go through build character, making you a much stronger person.”—Rita Mero | via aliciaa-mariee (via quote-book)
“You were there for me for so many years making me laugh while I was in tears. I will never let anyone take your place, cause you`re the best friend I`ve got. You laugh at my stupid jokes; put up with my worst moods; go along with my crazy ideas and you still manage to see the best in me.”—(via raindropsonredroses)
Finally went shopping today!!! Man it’s been so long, but I need to break my habit of buying dark clothes. Like the olive greens, the grays, navy blues.. I noticed that’s what I mostly buy So I’m making a promise to myself next time I go shopping it’s more colorful clothes! And regular everyday clothes instead of church clothes! And shopping for myself not others! Lol
Ugh shopping also makes me realize that I need a job! -_-
It’s been almost a month since I got my eyebrows done, cause I’m growing them out so they look more thick..and these things are lookin beastly!! Nasty!
Lol. HS tomorrow & maybe bucca di beppo after, well see. I got the car today so that’s enough chatter for now!! Later.
“I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles.”—Audrey Hepburn. via (heart.in.the.clouds.) (via yourhappyplace) (via quote-book)
“Having someone fall asleep in your arms is one of the most gratifying feelings in the world. That they can feel secure, that comfortable around you, to actually drift off to sleep.. It’s impossible to feel more wanted than that.”—(via thisbruisedheart) (via spreadthejoy)
TO LAUGH OFTEN AND MUCH, TO WIN THE RESPECT OF INTELLIGENT PEOPLE AND THE AFFECTION OF CHILDREN. TO EARN THE APPRECIATION OF HONEST CRITICS AND ENDURE THE BETRAYAL OF FALSE FRIENDS, TO APPRECIATE BEAUTY, TO FIND THE BEST IN OTHERS, TO LEAVE THE WORLD A BIT BETTER...TO KNOW EVEN ONE LIFE HAS BREATHED EASIER BECAUSE I HAVE LIVED. THIS IS TO SUCCEED.
“Sometimes, when you find something great, you have to give up a lot to hold on to it. The way to tell if its worth it or not, can only come in time, but without giving it a chance, you will never know.”—(via raindropsonredroses)
“I’m lonely. Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get mad too quickly, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has its own zip code. plus, I get certifiably crazy when I’ve got PMS. You don’t love someone because they’re perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they’re not.”—My Sister’s Keeper (via kdizon) (via meliza-b)
stop being sad now, shelala. I love you & knowing youre sad is making me sad =’( be happy now! I love youuuu <3
awww.. omg, whoever you are I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Don’t be sad for me I’m just learning to be strong, but trying to deal with situations that are out of your hands are impossible to get over… I love you tooo <3
“Because no matter how old you are, or what your responsibilities are, if you have love, real unconditional love, I think you can make it.”—Sam Bennett — Private Practice (via doublebagel) (via quote-book)
So I wasn’t able to sleep last night. I’ve been going through so many emotions these past 3 days. And honestly I’ve never felt like this before. I wouldn’t really say I’m confused but more like overwhelmed. I know that what I should do, I can’t do, and I don’t want my emotions to get the best of me so that’s why I’m giving myself ‘me time’. I’ve never tried this cause honestly I hate being alone.. But i think it’s gonna be good for me, it’ll help me be more indepentend. I hate how dependent I am on others, especially at my age, I wanna be able to hold my own, be able control my feelings myself and not be so open as I am. ‘They’ say holding on to your worries and stress isn’t a good thing and causes problems in the future. But Eh.. I don’t really care right now. Well see how this “me time” goes. Really though I cant believe how much this situation has/is hurting me… Usually I get upset for a couple of hours then get over it, but it’s been 3 days already and it still hurts me just as much as it did when you first told me. I know I’m very sensitive but I cry at the very thought of it. You’ve never done anything like this to me before and like I’ve been saying I don’t know how to handle it. We’ve been in this situation many times before, you wanting to go somewhere and I either say, yes or no, and you never know, this but, it kills me everytime I say no. I have no right to tell you what you can or can not do. And I don’t want to put you on “lock down” but at the same time, if I say yes then I’ll just be hurting myself. So the way I see it is, if you take me out of the equation and get all your drinking, partying and all that stuff you do out of the way, without me interferring, then I wouldn’t be deprive you of your youth or hanging out with your friends and I wouldnt have to hurt myself.. Although I do wish that you could just not go, and be okay with it, I think you fall into peer pressure really easily, and I know you probably do like hanging out with them and nothing I ever say or do will stop you from going with them. So it would have been pretty much useless to ask me in the first place.. You weren’t thinking about me that night and the excuses you were telling me to justify your actions just weren’t working. You even got mad at me, you really have no right to even try to be upset with me. And its not bullshit, it’s real.. I can’t even ask your friends what really happened that night cause I think they’ll probably just judge me and not even tell me, cause you guys are like brothers… But it already happened so there’s nothing I can do now. I just hope that the reason why you did this was not to get back at me. This is a whole new year or shall I say it “was” a whole new year… Who knows where it’ll take us…
I still feel the way I did yesterday upset, angry, confused, worried, but mostly sad. I dont know why it’s so hard for me to get over ‘this one’ but then again this seemed like a double standard to me. You should have known how much I really didn’t want you there… But this time it really really did upset me, like to the point where I couldn’t think of anything else but that. Ugh man fml. maybe you’d be better w/o me telling you what to do I mean you’re old enough to decide what you want to do I’m just pulling you back from your youth. Go do what you wanna do, seriously, I have no right to butt into your life, I mean cause they were in your life before I was anyways right? So you’ll never need to ask me again, swear.
“Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don’t complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don’t bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live”—Marley, Bob
(Oh man I’m trying….)