You know what I’m talking about right? You’re only happy when you’ve seen him. You’re only happy when she’s called you up. You’re only happy when he’s fallen asleep with you on the phone. When he doesn’t visit you, you’re quick to snap on him or anyone else in your line of fire. When she hasn’t…
“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up?”—(via jrockthespot) (via epeat) (via lgdchris) (via soulfulexpressions)
To quote one of my favorite movies, Love & Basketball, only helps to reiterate what I’m feeling pretty damn well. You know that moment of realization that things don’t always turn out as you’d seen them? Regardless of the fact that I may not have aged all that much since last year, it’s still been…
“Too often we are scared. Scared of what we might not be able to do. Scared of what people might think if we tried. We let fears stand in the way of our hopes. We say no when we want to say yes. We sit quietly when we want to scream. And we shout with the others, when we should keep our mouths shut. Why? After all, we do only go around once. There’s really no time to be afraid. Just do it.”—(via poeticheartache)
This is kicking my ass!! I am suuuper sore. My calfs are so tight, they never get a break, and I swear the warms ups are harder than the actual workout. And just like P90X, I hate it… But I love it! I feel myself gradually doing better and better, being able to keep up longer with the routine and taking shorter breaks (Not too short though I did barely start haha) I’m really happy that I have Allan & my brother to work out with too cause honestly if I were to do this on my own, that would be a fail. We all help each other out pushing each other and pumping each other up. But the down fall is that I have to hear them talk about how the girls look hot and all that! It’s all good though cause I like a little laugh now and then! And Shaun T ain’t too bad to look at! Lol (I hope that’s how you spell his name) The most important thing is that I’m finally getting into an actual workout routine!! Well see how far this goes (Hopefully long cause summers coming.. -_-) I honestly didnt think that Allan would come over everyday, but he his, and we are all really commited! Now I just have to find a diet that really works for me, and that I can stick with. I honestly think that that, will be one of the hardest things I will ever do. Cause I’m not really strict on my body especially when it comes to food! But I have to do it… I can do it, I can do it, I can do it, I can do it, I can do it, I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!!
Yesterday was a good day! Well besides the hot weather it was a nice fun relaxing day. School in the morning, happy cause I passed yesterday, In-N-Out for lunch (Havent had that in a while), much needed crazy ride to the house, releaving ourselves, then choir visitation (That was actually really nice, our group choir leaders are so funny relaxing and chill outside if church. Or as one of our choir leaders put it “When their not wearin their church hat” lol that may not be funny to whoever is reading this but it was kinda an inside joke with them. They were at our house for over half an hour and it felt like I wad just hanging out with friends. I enjoyed it.) But continuing on after the visitation I walked around 2nd street with Melissa for a while and it was just so funny watching everyone getting drunk and laughing at people who were drunk trying to walk around cause of st patricks day. I get so entertained just watching drunk people, they are just so stupid and free, I guess you can say, and don’t give a damn about anything. Lmao but yeah moving on again.. Later that night around 8 Allan came over and me him and Jeff started Insanity!! Man that workout kicks your ass! lol I’m totally out of shape!! But hopefully this time I’ll be able to keep up with it. Allan claims that he’s gonna come over everyday and all 3 of us will work out together. But again, well see. haha Today was a good Wednesday. Things are gradually getting a little better and easier for me… Let’s hope this continues. (:
Yesterday was so great!! Just what I needed after everything I’ve been going through. Kristi & Nathalie are the two greatest Bf’s anyone could have! And I’m glad that their mine. (Yup I just used the “best friend” word haha) But really though I had a blast today. It’s been a while since we’ve hung out and it was just an explosion of excitement, happiness, dorkiness, craziness, MacBook Microsoft Word conversations, Pictures, videos and Loads of LAUGHS!!! (Oh and Dale and Julian, The Bloods, were with us too but that’s not very important. Hahaha jk) I love being around all of them. :D Hopefully that’ll be more often, well see. I love those girls! (: