I still feel the way I did yesterday upset, angry, confused, worried, but mostly sad. I dont know why it’s so hard for me to get over ‘this one’ but then again this seemed like a double standard to me. You should have known how much I really didn’t want you there… But this time it really really did upset me, like to the point where I couldn’t think of anything else but that. Ugh man fml. maybe you’d be better w/o me telling you what to do I mean you’re old enough to decide what you want to do I’m just pulling you back from your youth. Go do what you wanna do, seriously, I have no right to butt into your life, I mean cause they were in your life before I was anyways right? So you’ll never need to ask me again, swear.