I don’t want to speak too soon, but things are slowly starting to get back in place. I talked to Christine and she knew exactly what I was going through, who knew that she would be the one to understand. I’m thankful for her though cause I know she’s not trying to judge me, but only help me. Thank You for that. I now know that I can live without them in my life. I’ve been doing it for a while already yet it still gets to me sometimes, all I know is to just stay true to myself. I know I’m really the only person who knows the exact truth and I wont let anyone tear me down, with their gossip. Although it does hurt me beacuse I’ve known them my whole life I still got family. Because no matter what happens in my life, no matter who comes and goes…Family is and will always be there.